Drama and optimism go hand in hand

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Today's post is a kind of...interesting one, if you may.

Drama.

Everyone has it.

Whether it be an angry teenager, or a tiny little fish getting heated up over not getting food because the bigger fish would've eaten him if he'd tried to eat.

Everybody in some way has it.

But me?

I have a case of mildodramitica

aka

no life.

Great life, don't you think?

I don't have to deal with all the people or the crying.

HAH!

I MISS THAT STUFF.

If fuels the everyday teenager.

But as I grow older, I'll miss it even more.

Maybe.

I'm wonderful at avoiding it.

Nobody can avoid drama like I can.

And then there are some people who just attract it.

And that's where I come in.

Me, being the "certified pschyologist" I am,

I help people.

I help them happy because I'm an optomist.

People say I laugh too much or talk too much but hey,

that's just who I am.

I'm too nice to people to be able to start drama.

I'm too prude to have much guy drama.

I'm too afraid to make people mad.

So basically,

I fail at teenage life.

People are fragile beings.

Make them upset and you get a life of regret.

Make them happy and people will love you.

That's just how things are.

But anyway, me wanting drama means that someone's going to be hurt.

And frankly, I don't very much like that.

Several of my friends are so sensitive that they cry over the most hilarious drama.

Mainly over guys.

I think there's something wrong with my heart.

I don't cry over guys.

I don't cry over many things because I was raised tough.

I was abused and unloved.

I was depressed and wanted to die at one point.

Where I lived, we couldn't afford many things, so I just dealt with not being able to do something.

My dad was busy raising three girls by himself while going to college and working.

He didn't cry.

So why should I?

Drama just doesn't hit me the way it does to others.

And if you call me heartless, well, I won't very much mind.

And drama?

Yeah, I still miss it but what good would it do me?

Not very much.

That's why being an optimist really helps :)

So in the end, my drama is your drama, I live your drama, I have none to live for myself,

and thanks for reading this.

Sorry I haven't been able to post.

Laziness and jelly beans have been occupying my life lately haha.

Oh and school's out :D