Tuesday, December 1, 2009

um

Good gracious I need to get better at this.
So much has been happening!!!
My life has been getting great lately,
things are actually starting to take it's start.
My friendships have been growing
and new ones have been planted.
Colorguard has been my cure.
All of the anger that I have been storing?
Yeah, it's been taken out just because you're supposed to be
fierce when you use your flag.
Oh man am I fierce.
I bet I'm going to be the first person to ever
break a pole XD
Anyways,
life has been very busy.
With drama,
color guard,
band,
and now photography.
They all sound fantastic
but when you have school,
it's so hard to focus on anything else.
Like school.
I'm barely passing 2-3 classes.
And it's worse than marching season.
I seriously have to step my game up or I'm screwed.
You know, I've really been thinking about modeling.
I don't get it because I'm really not all that pretty.
I just find it an easy way to get money.
Next, I really want to act.
Those two things are practically driving my life
and my mind.
I think about those SO much that I can't
pay attention to much else.
I'm basically in color guard to get a nice body.
I'm seeing a dermatologist because I want nice skin.
All of these factors are playing into a career that I could
be making plenty of money.
We'll all see how this plays out.
Time for hw!!!